- Mood:
flu and urgh my neck hurts
I am alive. Well, I wanted to die yesterday for some odd reason but I'm alive! For once, I understood patching up the patch bay at the recording studio~! I think I like the live sound cabling connecting instead of studio patching. Oh well. Time to throw out a story I wrote a long while ago~ It's an original story with of course twisted ideas.
Title: Butterfly - あげは -
Author: yunxi_saki
Summary: A butterfly. A moth. A nest. An affair. A jealous voice. The twist of fate. An individual entangled in the lives of a strange couple.
A/N: I was bored when I wrote this but I really like how it turned out to be. Part of the story is rather strange and I always think that beautiful people have strange hearts.
( I was that butterfly. I always thought that I’m that butterfly. )
Title: Butterfly - あげは -
Author: yunxi_saki
Summary: A butterfly. A moth. A nest. An affair. A jealous voice. The twist of fate. An individual entangled in the lives of a strange couple.
A/N: I was bored when I wrote this but I really like how it turned out to be. Part of the story is rather strange and I always think that beautiful people have strange hearts.
I feel trapped.
Not being able to be freed ever again.
I wondered.
What would it be like to be a butterfly?
A beautiful creature, flying free.
But even butterflies suffer a horrible end.
When it is crushed and broken,
It can never be saved ever again…
Not being able to be freed ever again.
I wondered.
What would it be like to be a butterfly?
A beautiful creature, flying free.
But even butterflies suffer a horrible end.
When it is crushed and broken,
It can never be saved ever again…
( I was that butterfly. I always thought that I’m that butterfly. )
- Location:my living room
- Mood:
raining again.. - Music:Arashi - Tokei Jikake no Umbrella
Again school. Boring but can't do much for it.
For once, I actually tried to do something for class for my group today. Simple composition I guess, which only uses FOUR NOTES ON THE PIANO!
hahaha~
Anyways. I have SUCH an important thing to say! I don't care, I find it DAMN important.
SNOW PRINCE is having a CD Debut! WHAT THE HECK?! Like seriously!
It's I guess for Morimoto Shintarou's movie. BUT SNOW PRINCE IS HAVING A CD-DEBUT!!!
They are practically JUNIORS that ARE TOO YOUNG and I DON'T EXACTLY KNOW WHO THEY ARE!
God. No. Seriously. And is it just me OR DID Uekusa left Johnny's? I don't see his name on the list anymore.. WHY?!!
NO... *dramatic flail*
For once, I actually tried to do something for class for my group today. Simple composition I guess, which only uses FOUR NOTES ON THE PIANO!
hahaha~
Anyways. I have SUCH an important thing to say! I don't care, I find it DAMN important.
SNOW PRINCE is having a CD Debut! WHAT THE HECK?! Like seriously!
It's I guess for Morimoto Shintarou's movie. BUT SNOW PRINCE IS HAVING A CD-DEBUT!!!
They are practically JUNIORS that ARE TOO YOUNG and I DON'T EXACTLY KNOW WHO THEY ARE!
God. No. Seriously. And is it just me OR DID Uekusa left Johnny's? I don't see his name on the list anymore.. WHY?!!
NO... *dramatic flail*
- Location:Vista Lab... like all fridays~
- Mood:
SERIOUSLY WHY?!
I shall destroy all of mankind!
I'm sick and tired of school. Seriously. I totally don't understand why the shit I have to do this. And I'm guessing that I'll slowly lose braincells too. And I've realized that going to school means needing to deal with emotional, mental and physical stress.
One: Travelling to and fro between school and the MRT. Smokers! Lots and LOTS of them. I don't exactly hate them but I hate the fact that they nonchalantly make us passive smokers. I almost suffered from asthmatic attack walking home. Every single one I PASSED.. was smoking.
Two: School mental stress. Well. This can't be helped.
Three: Class bonding, group work and FYP groups. I remember dying from emotional stress everytime I went to class. I'm anti-social but doesn't mean that I don't want to be part of the group. Then group work is shit. Even your own group mates leave you to die during presentation. FYP groups (which I haven't been in yet) might cause more emotional stress. And even mental stress.
Anyways.. I seriously want to hate a software called PROTOOLS! It's a software that irritates me and make me want to cry all the time. You see, firstly, it didn't want to be installed in my Compaq laptop. So I purposely brought my Mac to school. And then now being able to use it, it ends up being annoying and sometimes difficult to do stuff... haiz. I don't care if it's a professional software.
Oh well..
And what's with people and Mac? I don't understand why people have to make a big fuss over it. I only use it for audio stuff... and then to watch videos because it loads super faster than my Compaq! But I still love my Compaq. And because there's stuff in my Compaq that my Mac doesn't have... Like CS4 and school stuff.. Considering! I see people who never added a Windows OS into their Mac, having needing to do their tests on paper! And if it's open book test, they can't refer to anything! What's the damn use???!!!
And school is super Mac OS/Linux/Windows 7 unfriendly. But I have a feeling they are gonna upgrade their system so that the new batches will be using Windows 7 instead of Vista. And I seriously don't get why school is so shit about Mac OS when there are so many LABS and TEACHERS and STUDENTS in the STA department (my department) that uses Mac! Sheesh...
That's it. See ya!
I'm sick and tired of school. Seriously. I totally don't understand why the shit I have to do this. And I'm guessing that I'll slowly lose braincells too. And I've realized that going to school means needing to deal with emotional, mental and physical stress.
One: Travelling to and fro between school and the MRT. Smokers! Lots and LOTS of them. I don't exactly hate them but I hate the fact that they nonchalantly make us passive smokers. I almost suffered from asthmatic attack walking home. Every single one I PASSED.. was smoking.
Two: School mental stress. Well. This can't be helped.
Three: Class bonding, group work and FYP groups. I remember dying from emotional stress everytime I went to class. I'm anti-social but doesn't mean that I don't want to be part of the group. Then group work is shit. Even your own group mates leave you to die during presentation. FYP groups (which I haven't been in yet) might cause more emotional stress. And even mental stress.
To sum it up.. I had enough!
Anyways.. I seriously want to hate a software called PROTOOLS! It's a software that irritates me and make me want to cry all the time. You see, firstly, it didn't want to be installed in my Compaq laptop. So I purposely brought my Mac to school. And then now being able to use it, it ends up being annoying and sometimes difficult to do stuff... haiz. I don't care if it's a professional software.
Oh well..
And what's with people and Mac? I don't understand why people have to make a big fuss over it. I only use it for audio stuff... and then to watch videos because it loads super faster than my Compaq! But I still love my Compaq. And because there's stuff in my Compaq that my Mac doesn't have... Like CS4 and school stuff.. Considering! I see people who never added a Windows OS into their Mac, having needing to do their tests on paper! And if it's open book test, they can't refer to anything! What's the damn use???!!!
And school is super Mac OS/Linux/Windows 7 unfriendly. But I have a feeling they are gonna upgrade their system so that the new batches will be using Windows 7 instead of Vista. And I seriously don't get why school is so shit about Mac OS when there are so many LABS and TEACHERS and STUDENTS in the STA department (my department) that uses Mac! Sheesh...
That's it. See ya!
- Location:Classroom... where else!
- Mood:
Tired..
It's been a while again~
Not that I care but..
Maybe I should start caring. Hmmm. Bleh, at least my normal blog is updated at times.
I seriously have nothing to say here.
But I have a stupid damn thought running through my mind ever since a few days ago.
What is it?
Well...
It's a secret.
I think people will think I'm crazy if I say it out anyways. And SOMEONE hasn't exactly been talking to me normally anyways. Me neither, I feel weird if I had to keep pretending I SAW NOTHING! Oh well..
I'm seriously wasting PLENTY of space today. Why? Because I want to do what I feel like doing right now!
I'm in class right now. Not doing work. Playing PetSociety. Writting this entry. Listening to Amanda playing with the electronic keyboard. Waiting for the rest to come back. Heehex~
Well, I'm bored. I'll be back with stories soon or something. Like when the holidays come. And I've been experimenting with synth sounds yesterday. I was that bored after school at home. But my sis thought I was being a nuisance.
Hahah~ Well see you around!
Not that I care but..
Maybe I should start caring. Hmmm. Bleh, at least my normal blog is updated at times.
I seriously have nothing to say here.
But I have a stupid damn thought running through my mind ever since a few days ago.
What is it?
Well...
It's a secret.
I think people will think I'm crazy if I say it out anyways. And SOMEONE hasn't exactly been talking to me normally anyways. Me neither, I feel weird if I had to keep pretending I SAW NOTHING! Oh well..
I'm seriously wasting PLENTY of space today. Why? Because I want to do what I feel like doing right now!
I'm in class right now. Not doing work. Playing PetSociety. Writting this entry. Listening to Amanda playing with the electronic keyboard. Waiting for the rest to come back. Heehex~
Well, I'm bored. I'll be back with stories soon or something. Like when the holidays come. And I've been experimenting with synth sounds yesterday. I was that bored after school at home. But my sis thought I was being a nuisance.
Hahah~ Well see you around!
- Location:School's Vista C~
- Mood:
expressionless right now - Music:Amanda's piano playing.. hahaha
